Saturday, June 19, 2010
I feel like I am already a 40 year old woman who dreads her birthday and wants it to go unnoticed. I don't want tomorrow to come. I don't want to turn 21. I didn't even like turning 20. I just wanted to stay in my teens. I just feel like to be 21 I need to be more accomplished but I'm just not. So I'd like time to stand still so I can have more accomplishments under my belt. I was telling my boyfriend that I didn't want my birthday to come and he told me I was like bella swan from twilight. (I was slightly offended) She doesn't want to get any older and hates her birthdays too. Never knew I could have something in common with her, never have I wanted to either. Hopefully this doesn't start a trend with me and I start falling for an ugly blood sucking vampire and have to fear for my life because the volturi is after me and whatever other stupid stuff happens to Bella. Bottom line is. I don't want my birthday to come.