Saturday, June 19, 2010

birthday woes.

I feel like I am already a 40 year old woman who dreads her birthday and wants it to go unnoticed. I don't want tomorrow to come. I don't want to turn 21. I didn't even like turning 20. I just wanted to stay in my teens. I just feel like to be 21 I need to be more accomplished but I'm just not. So I'd like time to stand still so I can have more accomplishments under my belt. I was telling my boyfriend that I didn't want my birthday to come and he told me I was like bella swan from twilight. (I was slightly offended) She doesn't want to get any older and hates her birthdays too. Never knew I could have something in common with her, never have I wanted to either. Hopefully this doesn't start a trend with me and I start falling for an ugly blood sucking vampire and have to fear for my life because the volturi is after me and whatever other stupid stuff happens to Bella. Bottom line is. I don't want my birthday to come.


Taylor Family said...

Looks like you need to look on the bright side again ;)! I've actually embraced getting older. I love the fact that my age demands some respect now. Nothing wrong with that!

Taylor Family said...

Looks like you need to go back to looking at the bright side ;) Happy Birthday you old woman you!

Tami Harris said...

You need to just embrace it Chan! You are a beautiful person on the inside and out. The accomplishments will come. You probably have a lot more under the belt than you even realize!! Have a fantastic day, you deserve it!