Year of change.

I'm always amazed at how fast a year goes. When I was a kid once christmas was over I'd start thinking about next christmas and that it was going to take FOR-EV-ER to get here, and as a kid it did. But now that I'm older I still have that mind set but it comes so much faster! Also in the time it takes for next christmas to come my life will have have changed so much, AGAIN!

Change has always been a little hard for me, this year has probably been one of the hardest years for change. During the changes life seemed horrible, but now looking back in retrospect I wouldn't have it any other way. Things worked out perfectly. For the last 2 years I don't think I was really the Chanel I wanted to be. I had this idea of how my life would be out of high school and when it didn't turn out that way, I tuned people out and lived in my own little world. Getting out of that mindset has been the greatest change of this year. With leaving that mindset I've set myself to get hurt, but that's okay. That's life and it's all about learning and growing.

I'm excited and nervous for this coming year. It holds the possibility for a lot of change. Perhaps more then this last year. Maybe that's what happens as you get older. You don't ever see less change, you just see more. Whatever the case I can't wait to find out what this year and the years to come will bring.

This chart sums up my resolutions for the year, probably even my life. I'm going to start changing me so I can make a change in the world. HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!